Countdown

Q : How do u feel now?
A : Tired

Q : How much time do u have here in Switzerland left?
A : ** days (it's a surprise for the peeps back home!)

Damn. I cant believe that we r going home soon. SO SOON! I know I've been crapping bout all these stuff these few days, but I cant help it. I know I want to see my family and friends back in Malaysia, but on the other hand, I also want to see my Swiss family and friends here in Switzerland! I know I'm going to miss them like hell! My family,my weekhostfamily in Zürich, my friends. Esp good friends who has been for me the whole time, friends whom I got to know better at the later part of the year, classmates whom I had a great time with during my stay here......I'm gonna freakin miss everything here! The punctual trains, buses, the security, the cold (despite it's often below 0 degrees now), the cleanliness everywhere (inclu public toilets!) EVERYTHING

Thats life I guess. THe best things in life often has to come to an end. It's snap-back-to-reality-time. I hate it when I have to be down to earth. I hate it when I 've gotta decide for my future. Childhood is the best where we dont have to worry about anything.

My weekends are fully booked. My normal weekdays are also booked. Afs camp, skiing trips in the mountains, meeting up with friends for the last time...etc. All booked up that I dont even have time to organise a GOODbye party! =( Classmates were hoping that I throw a goodbye party, but sorry folks, literally no time.

I'm gonna miss doing all the things I'm used to doing here when I get home.Seriously.

I know I'm gonna cry terribly when I leave. In fact I've already cried in front of mami while talking to her how much I'll miss them and while she was also saying how different it would be when I leave. I'm gonna miss mami soooooooooooo much!!!!!

The bell just rang. Gotta meet up with a friend. Going to the Stadt zu a bis trinken.

Prost.